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Tuesday, August 22

End of first year !

Hi everyone! Finally I'm writing back after thousand times keep on and off with this blog. As the post title said yes I ended my first year as a student and three more years to go! So now I would like to share my story as a first year university student. I am a Matriculation leaver and I'm the oldest daughter as well as the oldest granddaughter so I don't really have a clear vision of university life. From the first time I accepted the offer to university I was clueless and didn't know what to do. There were so many things to do since it was the first time. You need to do medical checkup, x-ray, buy essential things, new shirt and etc. One week before you leaving your house for orientation week as well enter the first semester you need to go to bank and settle your tuition fee so it wont effect you later . Okay I think for this I will make another entry which might be helpful for those who are going to pursue their study in university and let name it as Tips Masuk Universiti #TipsMasukU . I used to read those tips before haha some of it were helpful and some didnt (typically mengarut juga lol) . 

Okay back to the story, before I entered the first semester I had mixed feeling such as confused, excited and also homesick (tho I didn't went to the uni yet lol) . D-day happened and first destination was at my college because need to register etc then headed to room given. It was so hectic since according to the offer letter stated that I need to register at 12noon (2nd session) but when I reached the destination they said that the orientation started at 12.30pm . I didnt even had a cry emo moment when my family left me as I rushed to queued for orientation. Orientation week went well, my housemates were nice but we didn't stayed together that long because they separated us after midsem. It was heartbreaking moment tho I cried so much because we were closed enough. There were a lot of up and down moment throughout the semester. 

After semester 1 ended we got around one month holiday before we made a comeback to our university life. Usually student will take a chance to go holiday or work (thesedays they don't really accept new worker for only a month). Around 2 weeks after final examination you will receive your result and thank god I made it to a Dean's List. I was so happy because I didn't even imagine that I can achieve a result like this. I spend my holiday by stayed at home , take care of my sister (mostly like a housekeeper) and doing chores etc. As usual before register to a new semester I need to go to bank and settle the payment of my tuition fee (I didn't take ptptn that is why I need to do it by myself). When the semester 2 began, I got new housemates and classmates (literally met new people) so from here I just realized that those who you thought who will stay with you til the end wont be there. Besides, some people didn't even behave the same as they did in first semester (people changed that quick?) . You will see some people are nice in front of you but badmouthing about you at the back (huh such a fake!) but all you can do is just be yourself and show them they are wrong about you. Alhamdulillah no matter what happened if you still have your faith and keep believing in yourself you can still survive no matter what is it. I was given a gift which was being a scholar to ybr and when to their camp, met new friends. Thank god, it such a valuable moment and thank you to my beloved friends who kept giving me motivated with their words also encouraged me. Stayed with me when I was down though they were far away but technology bring us closer. Thank you so much because of their words I got excellence result for 2nd semester. I finally ended my first year with two Dean's list for first and second semester. It is a best gift for me and may I will be able to achieve it for my incoming semester. Til here, lots of love by Tira. 

Monday, March 6

Semester 2.

Assalamualaikum & Hi! 
This is my first entry of 2017! Guess what? I  turned 20 y/o last month. Still in a fresh year but already in second semester. Alhamdulillah my first semester result is okay. My timetable is a nayyyy because I got class on friday evening. Most of my class are in evening and I always get drowsy in class. Too bad, semester 2 is aint fun as semester 1. Time flies so fast and I'm already in week 4 . Quiz, assignment & midtest are coming!!! The syllabus are getting harder day by day, I keep asking myself can I survive like I did last semester? I have a lot of inner conflict this semester which lead me to a terrible headache. I don't know why but a lot of negative vibes surround me. Day by day my confidence level is decreasing . I keep comparing myself with other. And the most important thing is, I keep missing my home when I have a problem. I'm so sorry to those around me who are affected with my attitude. My problem is myself. I'll try to come out with a solution to heal my heart, body and mind.